I am 17 years old today.

And my blog turned 1 yesterday.

Thanks to everyone who has walked with me since then.

I don't know when my birthdays stopped being exciting 

and started filling my mind with philosophical thoughts, doubts and hopes.

Things become scary -

not because they haven't been scary before but because they move closer.

Every year.

Major decisions I have to make are filling my consciousness to a point where I cannot ignore them any longer.

 So I am longing for Your guinding light.