Remember that passion ignites a fire in your body and mind, crawling to be fed hastily by the fruits of your longing. To want and not to give, to see and not to know, to get and not to keep. It feels vitalizing, exciting, uncertain. In the next moment it can be superficial, replacable, heartbreaking. Love however wants and gives, sees and gets to know, gets something and keeps it. It can be all I have described before, yet caring, understanding and patient.
10 Uhr am Freiburger Hbf, 16 Uhr am Berliner Hbf, 17 Uhr in Friedrichshain, 23 Uhr in Pankow, 12 Uhr in Zehlendorf, 18 Uhr am Flughafen-Schönefeld, 6 Tage später wieder in Mitte, endlich zu Hause. Manchmal braucht es Ferne, Hektik, Rastlosigkeit, Reizüberflutung, um sich an dem Ort zu Hause zu fühlen, vor dem man doch so gerne entfliehen wollte.
Of bending and breaking, of trying to be someone you are not. There is no need, little girl, to bend yourself until you break. Celebrate who you are, your beautiful uniqueness instead.
I gave a part of my self to you just for you to tear it apart. Now I am slowly collecting everything I lost to you. I will build it around my soul like a shield. And I swear, I will never make myself that vulnerable ever again.