travelling on my road to self-discovery again. it's been a while. now that my exams are over, i got time to pause and think about everything i walked through the last six months. life has taught me many hard lessons. but the sky is clearing.

Another ordinary day in August. It was my decision, that evening, to set fire to my past. Well-thought-out I lit the fire and watched that part of me burst into flames. Their sound broke the solemn silence. I spent hours listening to its comforting crackle destroying my memories. It was an enlightment, a savlation. The warmth of ease filled every cell of my body and radiated into the whole future. I was soon blinded by the glaring light of hope and naivety.
Last night I finally found myself standing there again in front of everything that remained. Only a skeleton of a tree was left, surrounded by a wasteland covered in the ashes of my past. Every step I took let the dust raise to fill my lungs with a million particles of thick ash. Tnere I lay. Unable to breathe, condemned to feel.