Three days ago I lost my voice, literally and figuratively. Feeling invisible, I became more sensitive for the sounds around me. I hear them laugh, i hear them saying their love confessions. My wounds have never healed fully and they start bleeding from disappointment and envy. ...
It should not be my duty to wait, I learned, to wait for someone to fill me with love, joy. To wait for the cloudy skies to clear. It shall be myself to fulfill the deepest longings of my heart and make me feel love and joy from within. And it shall also be me who searches for the smallest ray of sun...
Meine Lieben, ich wünsche euch alles Beste für 2016. Ich möchte das letzte Jahr hinter mir lasssen, dass mir wieder viel zu viel unnötige Traurigkeit bereitet hat. Sstattdessen möchte ich das Licht in mein Leben strahlen lassen, das eigentlich immer scheint. Es gilt die Kunst zu erlernen, auch bei Stress und Rückschlägen das Negative nicht alles vereinnahmen zu lassen, sondern vielmehr durch allen...
